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[Mar. 31st, 2006|07:54 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | at home :( | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hello goodbye | ] |
its been a while..
umm my hair is blue now..
like all blue black and the streak is blue..
i have HK nails..
im going to american river college next year
im studying to be a corecctional officer
i love him.. fucking terrifying
and theres a few pictures from prom..
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|02:59 pm] |
((oh well.. youve got me under your spell and i dont think that im kidding around dont think i can forget you now..))
erika, david, roxann and i are alomost definetly moving to oakland in late june early july, i am skeptical about making it on my own but with my 2 bips at my side and my parents behind me i am ready for the world.
tomorrow is roxanns birthday and PxGxT and thier bfs are all going to have a super time at chilis. Ill post pictures asap. i cant wait.
my daily routine has slowly become wake up school come home clean listen to saves the day and just sit in my room singing at the tops of my lungs. i lay down to go to sleep with candles lit and saves the day singing me to sleep. all the while texting the people who most matter in my life. i absolutly love it.
i think if i keep doing what im doing and just let things be, they will work themselves out. afterall things happen for a reason right?
gosh.. i hope im right. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|04:47 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | souls of mischeif | ] |
im so unhappy lately but i know what i can do to make it all better, i just wish it wasnt this difficult.. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
life is gooooooooooooooood
"this right here is diamonds....i put it on everything i eat
........it makes my dookie twinkle twinkle" |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
whos going to vandens prom?
at ashleys party mandy sed we should get a group together and do a dance number..perhaps FOB style?
whos down? |
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[Nov. 12th, 2005|12:47 pm] |
my mom brother and little sister leave for mexico nov 30th and dont return unitl jan 31st holy smokes! so its gonna be just me my sister and dad.. talk about crucial do whatever i want time!
party on thurs night was hella fun, and last night was too except one minor set back.. bud lost that girls number, oh well she was a bitch anyway..
i hate it when the guy ur talking to blows it by talking about anotherrr girl, and then stilll tries to talk to u!! wtf.. HAHA
so anywho.. i <3 life. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | music while in on HOLD! | ] |
fuck t-mobile and fuck sidekicks |
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| i love desk.. SCUMBAG |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|12:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hella happy | ] |
so pretty much omar and i rule at life! cuz REAL niggas dont drink 40s they drink strawberry milk!.. and WHAT?! and dollar scoop ruled too. i never knew buying deodorant was such a tough decision! and if u look on the merry go-round in fornt of ralphs u'll see my subject line^^.. haha ohh omar. yah work is still funn and school is cool and vanden idol owns my life.. so yahh thats life right now and i love it oh yeah and capri suns OWN!! |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|08:30 pm] |
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i wish everybodys love life wasnt all over the internet |
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| im so hood |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|02:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tupac-when we ride on our enemies | ] |
i was pretty bummed out awhile ago, but i figured they'll come around and realize what prefection can really be like... haha
so blue eyed boys own my heart so hard right now. one word to describe this one.. CUTE!! all around cute..MMM
party this weekend. im tired and i quit. im giving in. ill regret it later but what the fuck. im too young. i cant wait to hear all the shit ill get. fuck it.<3
being single makes me wanna listen to mac dre and feel like a mutha fuckin pimp.. ohh mac..
im fresh tah deaf!
if i went to wills as a japanese girl, all mismatched and wierd with nikes on would anyone get it?
i need some costume ideas.. anyone? |
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| i hate people who remind me of myself |
[Sep. 30th, 2005|06:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | JEW, CP, RHCP == peaceful! | ] |
hmm i dont really know what to update about.. so i think ill update about everything..
well lately i have been missing tyger, crucially. we have no classes togetehr and now we barely ever hang out. im devastated.
ive learned that u cant always get what u want, no matter how hard u try. and that absolutley blows.
i dont know what i want to do with the rest of my life. and its not really making me panic yet. i just want to chill.
i want to get married, and have kids while im still young. and i wanna marry someone who amazes me everyday.
i want to be able to go anywhere anytime i want. i want to be completely free.
i want to run away.. and not come back for a looong time.
i want a boy who sings to me. who i can believe. i want to go somewhere where no one knows me or that boy. ppl fuck up realtionships.
i love coldplay, jimmy eat world, and the red hot chili peppers.
i want to go to sleep happy. and wake up excited.
i want to go on a seriopsu roadtrip.
i want to say and write everything grammatically correct.
i want this place to feel like home.
look at the stars.. and how they shine for youuuu. |
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| gahhh |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|09:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
i dont even know how to express my feeling about all this. i never knew him. i dotn even have the righ to feel sad. i dont have a right to say i hope u rest in peace. i never knoew u. i only know u were so close to alot of the ppl i am close to. im sorry things got that bad. this time is so devastating. i still cant believe it. i feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it. i never really knew brad but im devastated that all my friends are absolutley heartbroken.. i have been there for you guys and will continue to do so. rest in paradise brad power. |
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| u cant update lj on sidekicks |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|05:48 pm] |
im pretty much smiling 24/7 now.. not because my phone but some ppl really know how to make a girl smile.. and i love it..
send me random shit ganXXXter@tmail.com |
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  super hyphy | ] |
so my uncle (who is still very young. 24) came from LA today and brought his two very drop dead gorgeous friends. i am thier new best friend. they are so in awe about the bay area life style, its hilarious. all thier clothes is in my room and its making my room smell like boy. i love it tho. they shall sleep here and i am going to fight myself from jumping in bed with them. haha JK!! .. well maybe. ha!! im such a creep. tonight i think i wanna take them to some parties so they understand what getting hyphy is. im so excited. |
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| what they want from us motha fucking thug niggas?! |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TUPAC_when we ride on our enemies | ] |
addy and i are going to go watch beauty and the beast, the play, at the solano college theatre on friday september 30, 2005 at 8:00 you should come with! it will be fun! |
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